i'm the one who doing wrong

i fell asleep when i was waiting your msg lastnie,
and i read it this morning, after awoke,
m....i'm happy cuz u tell me mucha things, btn ur ex n you, u seldom talk abt this....

as what i say, i wanna get you away fr da blue n sad,
however, i afriad i will let u down at the end, 我怕我會製造另一個blue n sad比你....
i'm doing wrong.... i dunno wot should i do..... leave u or stay.....?
i shouldn't start all of this, i m walking to the hell.....