awoke n can't fall asleep.........

u asked me to go to u, live wif u in tw, it ain't easy, im wondering r u serious, if it is true, i gonna give up all da things, it's a big risk to me, im confused, why me.......why choosing me...........if u leave me in someday, i will lost everything....... but if i dun go to u, im also afraid that i'll getting old n our relationship is hard to be maintain........ n u wont stay alone over there rite?!