i feel like betting....

i gave up sth and bet myself on u, i'm so indulge......sigh......
i can't see my future...... it'll be going worse or better?!
it's a junction......

sigh.....should i come to u?

i was planning the journey, but ......when i talked wif u tonite, i feel u r....quite weird....
and now i am hesitate to go taiwan..... in fact, i'll be in trouble if i go..... that's what we called 不顧一切...... i always tell myself to stop luving u... but now i planning to go to u.... sigh.. contradiction ne........

i wanna fly.......

i wanna fly to taiwan....... n u said u want me to stay wif u in taiwan...... so romantic, but it's hard to implement.... yea, i remember that u always say 養 me, aiya, u being funny with me............

好心痛....

唔知點解無啦啦search番those topics that you posted in past, i read your messages ... those msg to your ex, i feel your pain, i feel your sad, i realise u were luv her so much....reli reli luv her....
in meanwhile, i m afraid.... i cannot replace the role, i willing to be substitute but ........u luv her so much, i cannot take the role ....

i'm the one who doing wrong

i fell asleep when i was waiting your msg lastnie,
and i read it this morning, after awoke,
m....i'm happy cuz u tell me mucha things, btn ur ex n you, u seldom talk abt this....

as what i say, i wanna get you away fr da blue n sad,
however, i afriad i will let u down at the end, 我怕我會製造另一個blue n sad比你....
i'm doing wrong.... i dunno wot should i do..... leave u or stay.....?
i shouldn't start all of this, i m walking to the hell.....

y we fall in luv?

u said that u lay on bed again, n thinking that y i luv u......
i'm not sure.... i just feel happy while u smiling, i feel blue while u r sad,
i wanna make u happy n to smile, u know wot, u r charming if u smile,
n i miss u day n nite, since da 1st nite we met, i left and jumped into taxi on da way home... i could feel my heartbeat, i miss u so much.....

and also, i was thinking why u luv me,
m...i guess that... cuz u r lonely, and probably get hurt fr ur ex.... u need to be loved...need sth sweet, need sth warm..... ai.... i dun wanna think abt it..... forget it..........

how sweet today...

u gimme a morning call ^^ i was surprised n so happy ^0^/
thatz da 1st time u call me rite?!
u r so sweet.... i luv u....

Cry...

Quote:

我知道我未必係唯一一個愛你既人 亦未必係唯一一個你愛既人...

但at least at this moment 我係全心全意loving u...

i hv been also thinking and thinking that 可能當我地再見面既時候個感覺未必係一樣...

我都好怕去面對依一點...

but我係一個好簡單既人...

我只想有一個我愛佢而佢亦愛我既人同我共渡餘生...

and 我會do my best比所有最好既佢...

and at this moment...that's u..u a the one...i luv u...my only baby>3<

i really feel like burn in my heart, u know somethin' rite?! i guess u do......

surely i luv u, coz i can't stop to thinking of u,

as wot i say, i dun wanna hurt u, i will make some decision in the right time, when things gonna be realistic n tangible...... but now, i m afraid it just our illusion, fantasy......

I feel guilty...

u asked me...
"m i the only one >3< ??"
"gum in reality nei >3< ??"
i hesitated....how to ans that,
i can't tell the lie, i dun wanna lie 2 u, i won't hesitate to say i luv u, but how abt in reality? i'm not sure, can we be 2gether in reality?

今日．情．

今日天氣．晴．
我的心情....